Friday, 7 September 2007

My perfect garden

Bees nimble along the rows of idle flowers

Blowing needlessly

Your hair tousled in a tulip – a daringly close shade of red.

Trees bow to an unkempt lawn but kempt enough for a tumble

or the sight of a cat's tail radio masting along its white-green fringe.

Breakfasts and barbecues happen under the warm gaze of an apple tree, blossom-tipped, ripe or stark as the season dictates.

We relate – here

We break – here


And in your absence I'm consoled

that whatever pictures pass

On this storied patch of grass

- That speaks of us

makes the air reak of us -

That it remains perfect whether we fade or blush

or move away

It will stay.

And breathe.

Streaming pregnancy.

Plump with the ultimate expectation

That nothing very much is going to happen which it hasn't seen before

Or hasn't been before


Or isn't being now in it's dynamic, floating, growing, grounded

Stillness

It wills us to do the same

To love the rain,


Be blessed by sun

To be at one

Not apart yet true to each of our parts

To make every leaving a greeting

An endless flow

Of teary hellos

complementing and abiding

Receiving and reviving

Your cat can take my mouse but I've got a little burr

to nestle in its fur

that'll be planted deep by autumn

By which time I'll be back in the orchard

Quietly forgetting as rotten apples smear my hands

That it was you who brought me here

Who gave me to the land.

My perfect garden

Bees nimble along the rows of idle flowers

Blowing needlessly

Your hair tousled in a tulip – a daringly close shade of red.

Trees bow to an unkempt lawn but kempt enough for a tumble

or the sight of a cat's tail radio masting along its white-green fringe.

Breakfasts and barbecues happen under the warm gaze of an apple tree, blossom-tipped, ripe or stark as the season dictates.

We relate – here

We break – here


And in your absence I'm consoled

that whatever pictures pass

On this storied patch of grass

- That speaks of us

makes the air reak of us -

That it remains perfect whether we fade or blush

or move away

It will stay.

And breathe.

Streaming pregnancy.

Plump with the ultimate expectation

That nothing very much is going to happen which it hasn't seen before

Or hasn't been before


Or isn't being now in it's dynamic, floating, growing, grounded

Stillness

It wills us to do the same

To love the rain,


Be blessed by sun

To be at one

Not apart yet true to each of our parts

To make every leaving a greeting

An endless flow

Of teary hellos

complementing and abiding

Receiving and reviving

Your cat can take my mouse but I've got a little burr

to nestle in its fur

that'll be planted deep by autumn

By which time I'll be back in the orchard

Quietly forgetting as rotten apples smear my hands

That it was you who brought me here

Who gave me to the land.

Saturday, 28 July 2007

The role of the artist I now understand as that of revealing through the world-surfaces the implicit forms of the soul…

~ Joseph Campbell

(found here)

The role of the artist I now understand as that of revealing through the world-surfaces the implicit forms of the soul…

~ Joseph Campbell

(found here)

Wednesday, 25 July 2007

Be ready

Be ready. Be available. You are available when you understand that there is nothing that you can do on your own to get to the King. When you acknowledge your total powerlessness, you become an empty room. As soon as you become an empty room, you are a sanctuary. So the King can enter, take the throne and grace you with immortal presence.


~ Francis Lucille (link)

Be ready

Be ready. Be available. You are available when you understand that there is nothing that you can do on your own to get to the King. When you acknowledge your total powerlessness, you become an empty room. As soon as you become an empty room, you are a sanctuary. So the King can enter, take the throne and grace you with immortal presence.


~ Francis Lucille (link)

Wednesday, 27 June 2007

A scrawl before bedtime

A perfect part of silence
That we're trying to find
Together
As we ride
Sorting from the muddle
A silence
Deep
Unshakeable

What noise to take us there?

Which noise to choose amongst
All the others
To make us whole, happy, complete
Unbreakable
Unfathomable
Yet understood
Shared
A mystery to spend
Unquenchably
For all
With all
Yet complete without

Which noise to follow?

That break to fix
To mend all the others
Oh, that would be so easy!
That would be so great!
What ease in mystery so easily solved?
Play time for us all
That matters so much
The worthy path playfully trod
The cure, the method
To lift these clouds
So we may be free of all methods
And blend into this
silence
Around us
Within us

Are we really trying to find it?
Or just kidding
Seeking an easy way
For the hardest answer
That is no answer
Just a path
A way
A silence we so well to
hide from ourselves
Only our selves
Between ourselves
And the others we wish to share
So silently
The journey
In silence
To silence
The end within us all

And we're getting there aren't we?
Aren't we?
Tell me we're getting there
Somewhere
From here
This silence
We noisily protect
To never find

Cannot be found!
Only relaxed in
Lived in
Silence
Indecipherable
The only home we'll ever know
Through truth

So we shake
We crumble
To rebuild this holy temple
For ourselves
For others
The intrinsic good
Or joy
Or truth
In all the flimsy shacks
That litter us around
Within us
Within others
A mountains reach
But no summit to reach
A rocky road we've found
But not found

...but with you
this lost will be
for a few moments
that much easier